觉悟

很奇怪的是，就算有些道理很简单，有的时候还是熟视无睹，总是要等到别人告知或者受刺激才会恍然大悟。
上海是个商业城市，这一点就不适合我。我在两家公司工作了两三个月，一直找不到感觉，看着白领们，觉得他们很可怜，可是我又怎么知道他们不在享受这种生活方式呢。
我真的是要离开这个地方了，这个城市和她令我留恋的东西，都将成为记忆。
决定了，就不后悔。

检讨

今日午饭就餐于吉祥馄饨，饭罢，腹仍饥，头脑发热，遂至肯德基买一汉堡，共花费21元，糜费颇甚，记大过一次，望日后铭记，永不再犯，岂不知饥饿使人头脑清醒，斗志昂扬耶？

今晨雨盛，雷电交加，出门未行数武，裤腿已湿。出黄陂南路站，不想霞飞路汇雨成河，深可一尺，苦不能渡。遂过天桥，取道淡水路，哪想淡水亦不可行。踌躇间只见对面地铁站一号口，恍然大悟，乃返三号口，经由地道达一号口，方进中环。呜呼，一愚至此，一愚至此！

WEEK AFTER WEEK

Before I knew it, it is agian another weekend. Back from the luxriant hotel room and free dinners, I am back in my simple room again. Another test of my self-restraint and perserverence. I am gonna stick it out.
Concentrate, concentrate, think about all the great things that I get out of today's loneliness.
Fighting!

Back to SH

Saturday morning, lonely as usual.

I shall never give up, never.

I shall not dissipate my time, ever.

I shall never deviate from my dogged pursuit for success.

I shall never let anyone stand in my way of getting on in the world.

誓

遥想当年，挑灯夜战，夙兴夜寐，不知疲倦；
哪堪今日，积困如山，浑浑噩噩，斗志都散；
若不早图，复出长剑，大志未遂，恐鬓先斑!
志不得伸，一生卑贱，南柯一梦，悔之已晚！
懵懂四载，斗室求安，自遁于世，何来红颜！
今日一誓，天为我鉴！不得吾愿，入土不安！
鸿鹄高飞，万里不倦，草民一介，天阶亦攀！
入仕游学，为我两选，峥嵘旅途，今为起点。
慎独自制，克勤克俭，时时反省，功成何难？
高堂稳坐，风云笑看，雄姿英发，佳人顾盼。
时不我待，冲出羁绊，光荣一生，羽翼已展！

Stuff

Went fishing yesterday and got two carps and two catfishes. Great fun, though I think I stole someone's thunder there.

I need to be clearheaded and FIGHT IT OUT through this vaccum period in my life.

A busy day

I met the mayor of Luoyang today. Siting across the table and watching him closely, I found that that was a real politician. He listened to people talking but always kept everything under his control. He got people accept what he said without nagging them too much. And he got a tight schedule. It must be a pretty good feeling surrounded by all these sycophants and yesmen. I wanna this kind of life.

In Luoyang

Here I am, in the old city of Luoyang, pretty close to my home, on my first business trip. Probably will stay here for two weeks. I hope this is will be a nice experience. Plus, I like the quiet room and the kingsize bed in this five star hotel, reminding me of my tiny apartement back in Shanghai. Maybe I'll grab a chance and pop down home over the weekend.